A Decision

A decision was taken and we started our show
Together, we had miles to go

Coping up with every inhibition 
Being with you, was my only mission

Killed all the wishes of my mine
Crying within and saying, “I’m fine”

Always craved for time & love, and not for an item
You’ve been my strength, my only support system

The small world of ours was interrupted by a strife
All the feelings, shattered into pieces, with the help of a knife

Your situation I do understand by default 
But tell me please, what was my fault?

Why do I have to give up my choice?
Why do I have to always sacrifice?

Do I not deserve a bit of joy?
Am I a human or just a toy?

I was broke again and again
Now I can’t take any more pain

Not that I can’t bear it going high
Of course I can, but then I’ll die

So a decision is made again with a heavy heart
I’ll go away from your life and that would be an art

My love for you hasn’t reduced even a bit
I think about you, and my heart goes “lit”

You were, are and will be my only one
Believe it or not, can never feel this way for anyone 

I know you hate me and I understand the “why”
But the life previously was nothing but a lie

For me, this was not a piece of cake
I turned into stone for our own sake

Penning down my thoughts, I’ll continue 
Each time, something fresh, something new

Like always, I wish today for your happiness
You rise and shine, come out of all the mess

I may not be present like I was there before
But I want you to smile, stand and roar

Don’t consider my absence as my choice 
It’s something which I can never rejoice 

You have a family and I wish I was a part of it
But I guess the Universe never wants me to fit

No more tears, all smiles, today and tomorrow 
Baby, I wish you luck and you be out of sorrow

I love you and no one can change this fact
Even God can not break our romantic pact

I’m heartbroken now but I’ll rise like a phoenix
Feeling hell lot of emotions which look like a mix